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This times i want write the blog properly already ! haha
Have no idea why today i have so many feelings and i think i should write down immediately or else i will forget already. haha ...sometimes i will dislike myself cause i keep avoid some thing i afraid or never experience before... i want to learn smile, learn say hi to everyone, fight something for myself, do something i wish to do even will mock by other perple, at least i want honest to myself and stop deceiving myself already...
because of you i start to smile but also cry... i dont want leave any regret...now i only realise how important you are... maybe i will only treasure after i lost it... maybe it is too late...but i not gonna to give up...i dont want cause of any reason to leave you...at least i want preserve until last...because i gave u promise already...i want be your ambulance driver... lifetime one... haha

everybody actually have the cancer actually ant that is death. everytimes the cock start to "sing" means we are getin nearly to death, so we must do we wish to do because time is no longer as much as we expected. What we cannot get or lost already is not important , what important is grab the opportunity now! we are not the person live in the past or the person live in the future who will imagine only, we are live right now! Do the things that u wish to do, maybe that is not adequate... but as long as you think that is worth it, why not? ^^