exam is finish, finally can take a deep breath,
one year has been almost passed,
a lot of things changed,
included me.

so now i realised ,
actually not every questions got the answer,
u can never explain why i have to meet u,
why she leaves without any words,
unless u are telling this is karma.

do something crazy
life is short
take the oppurtunity do something u want
that is enuf regardless result

just like the old story tell that
if you really like the flower,
then u cannot pluck it,
that is for her own good,
but also you.

pls ~~~~~~~~~~~~

can somebody give me some encouragement
i need some motivation to continue study

what is the feeling of alone
maybe i know
like nobody can understand u doing now
no even one can understand u at all

u never expect somebody would support and agree with u
becoz there is nobody at ur side
however it still better
still better than some fabricate fren
pretend to care about you

then i will relieved
becoz in this way
i still prefer to be alone

since this is the worst situation
then no need to worry
because this is best for me

can i download you smile as my ringtone ?

i would like treat cruel for myself, before takin back something i lost

Haha

I am pretty tired...
Wondering keep revise past year question would improve me or not
I am not superman but batman Xp
i hope can fly in the sky, what kind of feeling like that ? like superman? haha
Maybe i shd take a quick rest haha
Learning is really a long long journey
especially learning ACCA, i never seen before so many people fall in this subject and still continue this, haha, but maybe this is the amazing part? lol
Left 1 years and maybe can complete ACCA, i hope so haha
i should enjoy maybe my last college life? hehe
hope can earn many many money then build a basketball court in my house then i can play it everyday XP

what should i do ?

for these few days i think i am completely lost
i have no idea what i suppose to do
and i even forget what i am pursue to
even played basketball i can't happy again
i dont know is it a good decision for continue study and
is it really what i want?
i start to try jogging or football,
but still cannot understand what i seek for
what is the point i living for?
can anybody guild me a while?
i wish there are a god can answer all my question

Sweet Sweet

The distance between us widens
Even if desperately trying to narrow the gap
Is only likely to leave more deadlock
I do not deny that I really like you
But I do not deny I can not continue to be near you
Because I can not give you the so-called security
Or I am just too timid and afraid to face reality
For you to leave i really it
Or will there will be a more perfect persons for you will bring in your side
Just for your own good and maybe for me
I know everything is my fault
If you want to hear me apologize
I can apologize until sore throat
If it works
I never expect you can forgive me

make my own

I really feel very tired
Can I do the things I like to do like
I just want to make my own

I do not want an almost equal to those unpleasant things

I only like simple things
Do not make things complicated

I do not want anything binding
I would prefer a comfortable and relax life

Don't write me off

It's never been easy for me

To find words to go along with a melody

But this time there's actually something on my mind

So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I met you my whole life has changed

It's not just my furniture you've re-arranged

I was living in the past

But somehow you've brought me back

and I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax

and now I know based on my track record

I might not seem like the safest bet

All I'm asking you is

Don't write me off just yet

For years I've been telling myself the same old story

That I'm happy to live off my so called former glories

but you've given me a reason

to take another chance

now I need you despite the fact

that you've killed all my plants

and now I know

i've already blown more chances

than anyone should ever get

all I'm asking you is

don't write me off just yet

don't write me off just yet

music

I have been living with a shadow overhead
I have been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I have been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can not seem to move on
I have been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I have been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can not make it through without a way back into love
I have been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I have been searching but I just do not see the signs
I know that it is out there
There is got to be something for my soul somewhere
I have been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I am open to your suggestion
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

one year

one year has been passed...

one year ago and now...i still doing last day pc fair

and i met a special girl

she is a really special and no like others

and she helped me a lot and a lot

she called elaine chan

i really owe u a thank you

a girl who brought me from past to now

if i never met her and maybe i still live at the past

so i really have to thank you

just went to a pc fair and have so many feeling

i think i really old liao la

haha

Dog

I can still remember the first day u are born,

u looks so tiny and even smaller than my palm,

u are born with naughty and always be the troublemaker,

u like sleep in the front of the door and keep your leg on the door with high high,

u like to sing when the old newspapers stalker was pass around on our house,

u like to run and chase the motor,

u even like to chase around me and just can be happy with that,

but everything has been changed...

u are gone... forever and never will came back...

i am shock when i wake up and see this...

u even did not give me any symptoms,

and i haven make any mentally prepare to accept this,

u just like your name that i give u , warrior

brave to face everything and never afraid everything,

but now u leave me...

thanks for the days we played together,

thanks for the memory we share together,

maybe just the fate between us is end,

i may not be the best owner,

but i swear i have already done all the best i can do,

if ....

u still can be my doggy again,

of course i will treat u better la ...

because i know i owe u one...

farewell and goodluck,

thanks for the everything u gave me

for my obedient and naughty dog

"lucky warrior"

LAKERS WIN AGAIN !!!

it is really difficult and challenging for this series

oppenent is boston, and they are really playing hard until game7 only decide who is the winner

well now left the FIFA game, haha...

argentina hope u can be the winner and get the "big ear" trophy

new semester is coming , i am still cannot take 4 papers this round because damn it timetable crush each other... forget it... maybe it is a sign for me not to take to much paper? haha

this half year would be much more busy than last half year,

wonder still have spare time for basketball or not,

haha hope my skill can improve!!!

new beginning always be a better target to set

i want BECOME A GREATEST SHOOT GUARD

i want ALL PASS IN MY ACCA EXAM, NEVER FAIL

haha... and dont look back again

chocolate...

where are you?

i am hungry...

i know that i am still not mature enuf

sometimes i will still be childish

my conditions still not consider as fit

i still din own a car

still cannot buy something that are favourable for u

still cannot give u sense of security

but i will try to improve from now

but not talkin only

i want to prove i can do it better for us

i would finish ACCA as fast as possible

become a mature & good man

own a car but not a motor

to earn money and buy something good for u

and can always protect u

and minimise the gap between us.

two parrarel lines, never cross each other

but it happens in my life

if this is what u want,

what u insist and pursue,

then i will support what u

____________________________________________________________________

but don simply cross this line,

dont simply call my name,

unless u r telling my favourable answer

because there are a big gap between us,

no matter how i run,

just cannot catch up u

will you stay with me ?


looks like it's too late speaking this out